I was talking to a friend about it, about how hard it is to be far away, how hard it is to not be able to do anything except pray.
My friend got this funny look on her face, and I knew immediately what she was thinking.
What more important thing can we humans do besides tap into the power of the living God? What more helpful thing can we do than to knock at the throne room door until God moves? Praying isn't just the only thing I can do, it is the most important thing I can do.
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Ah, but in my human-ness, I want to be in control. Me. How ridiculous is that, in the face of the truth--that God is God and I am not? For some reason, doing something, giving me the illusion of being in control, makes me feel more secure than surrendering to the reality that God is in control. As if I, imperfect and flawed and human, could ever make more of an impact than the Ruler of the universe.
Creator God, forgive me my presumptions. Forgive me for losing sight of your sovereignty, for looking inward instead of out, toward you. Lord, I humbly ask you to move, and I thank and praise you that the victory is already yours.